I’ve been doing a lot of research on the diabetic plan and it looks very doable….I think I’m going to give it a whirl….just to see what’s what and how it goes…..wish me luck!

Until later!

Well….I’m not sure if it was the chips….or the food over my mother’s for the Super Bowl…..or what set me off….but I have been eating like crazy!  You know it doesn’t really matter why I’m doing it….the fact is…that I’m doing it…and it has to stop!!!  For the last few days, it’s really been crazy.  I just eat and eat and eat.  I’m not going to get on the scale because I’m scared that it will throw me off worse.  And, I’ve been having a little pity party for myself.  But, you know what….a few minutes ago, I had to remind myself to “Stay in the solution!”  and it popped me out of it!  So, I’m back and I’m PISSED!!!!  Tomorrow will be my first day back and I’m READY!!!!!!   Try stopping me and watch what happens!!!

Until tomorrow!

In watching Dr. Oz….as I normally do….he got to talking about diabetes.  Well, my mother has it and my grandmother had it…and with my weight….I’m astonished that I don’t have it.  So, I figured that I’d help prevent it even more than I try now….so some stuff is leaving my house.  The crazy thing is….I don’t even use this stuff…but I kept it here “just in case” someone came over that wanted it.  So, I figured like this…..this is MY house!  I….above everyone else….should be comfortable in it…..and if someone else comes over and they need some ketchup…then then need to stop somewhere and get the little packets of it….because I don’t even want it in my house!  So poo on them!

So, I took everything that was “bad” and/or I didn’t use….and I threw it out.  Here’s what had to go…..

Now, I’m not crazy, I didn’t throw the Chewy bars out….I’m taking them back to the store to get my money back.  The tall container is sugar, the medium one is pancake mix and the smaller one is powdered sugar.  And, yep, the old cheap ketchup is gone!  See?…..

It’s gone now!!!

Until later…..

I cleaned out my storage unit because it was just an extra bill that didn’t need to be paid after we got the bed out of it.  Now, I have sooooooo much to go through.  Now, I have to go through every box to see what I need to keep and what I can give to charity.  And, it’s a LOT!  Someone come and help a sista out!  The door will be open for ya!

Until later….

I’m still here…..I’ve been writing them, but I just have to post them…..I will do it when I get up…..see you then!

I just wanted to share a few pics of Saturday….you can see them all on the site, here. But, these were of me and I thought they were cute….so I thought I’d share! 

I met this cutie pie that night….he was so funny!  He’s the other promoter that was there having a party the same night.  He had me cracking up!  He had me soooooo tight on this picture….I couldn’t do anything but laugh!

Now this one was soooo funny!  He had me crying laughing. We started talking junk to each other from jump.  We acted like we wanted to fight!  I was ready! He is such a cutie!  You can tell by my eye how tight he was on me!

This is Donte!  He is such a sweetie and can dance his ASS off!  Good lawd hammercy he can dance!  I had not seen him in sooooo long.  It was really good to see him.  And, might I add….I loooove that picture of me!

Until later….

Everyone should know by now that I have The Club 249.  If you don’t know what it is by now…..FOR SHAME!!!!!  Check out the “what I do” page and you’ll see.  Anyway, the party went really good!  The dance floor pretty much stayed packed.   And, that’s always a good sign.  The only thing is….time seemed to stand still.  It didn’t end until 3am and I swore it was at least 12 midnight, and when I asked someone what time it was….they said, “10:46″!  I was like !  I kept asking people what time it was because I just KNEW that they were lying to me.    I was so tired and ready for it to be over.  It’s not that I don’t like doing them, because I looooooooooooooooove doing them.  It’s just that for some reason…..I was soooooooo tired that night and I was ready to go home.  But, when it was finally over, one of my people had a bit of a fender bender and you know I couldn’t just leave her there.  So, we stayed there until everything was done…..(which was about 4am).  Then we went out to eat breakfast at IHOP.  mmmmmmmmmmmmmm IHOP!  I then dropped off my photographer and I FINALLY brought my tail home and got in the damn bed!!!!!!  I LOVE the people that come out to have fun…and I looooooooooooove giving the parties….but next time…..I’ve GOT to get a LOT of sleep the night before! 

Until later….

Ahem…’cuse me!!  Did you notice my weight loss page?!!  YOU GOT IT -9!!!!!  Yep, ya girl lost 9 pounds this week and is OFFICIALLY out of the 450s!!!  It took FOREVER!!!!!  But I kicked that plateau’s ass!!!!!! 

Can you tell I’m happy?!!!  

Where you just wanna crawl up in a ball and just cry yourself to sleep?  Yeah…that’s how mine is today.

Let me tell you about my day yesterday.   First, I went to bed at midnight.  I have not been to bed that early in a long time!  But, I had been up for 36 friggen hours!!!  Let me tell you why.  Ok….for a while I was hurt from my job and on workman’s comp for a while.  Well, when I was ready to go back to work, they were laying people off left and right and therefore….I could not go back to work.  So, I’ve been off for a few months and now, a sista was HURTING for money!  So, I had to rob Peter to pay Paul.  So, one of the things that I had to let slide was my electricity.  So, yesterday…I called to make arrangements to pay it.  They were like….”Oh no sista….yo stuff is going to be cut off tomorrow!” I was like, “Oh hell naw!”  So, I asked Beezie to put them in his name for me.  Well, we had to do a lease and everything in his name.  So, in doing that….we had to take it to the power company.  When we did, this little smart heffa called the apartment complex to verify it.  Needless to say it did not work.  So, then I had to figure out how to get a LOT of money….REALLY QUICK!  I had to laugh at myself because I used to be a big crook, but I have not done any wrong in years…and here I was again trying to scheme and God was like….”Um….no-no baby girl!  That ain’t happening!”  I just laughed and said, “Ok, I gotcha!”  So then, I had to get it together and get the money up.  I was running around crazy for hours.  But, needless to say, I got it done.  Then, when the adrenaline stopped flowing…..I crashed….and I crashed HARD!!!!! Right before I went to sleep, I realized that I had just been grazing throughout the day.   So, I had to eat.  Then I realized I had not taken my blood pressure medication, omega 3 pills, or my vitamin. So, I had to get up and do all of that.  I did, then I laid down and called the power company to make sure they received the payment and that I would wake up with lights!  So, when I called them…they know my Sasha name.  So, anyway, she said….wait….Sasha….Sasha….that name sounds so familiar.  She knew me from the big girl parties that I throw.  It was soooooooooooo hilarious!  We talked about that instead of the bill.  After all was said and done, I laid down and I looked up again and smiled and told Him….you know after all of that…it was crazy…but now that it’s done…..I did it legitimately…I got it done….and as a little treat….He let me see that we are growing because people are saying they know about the parties already!   How major is that?!!!!! All’s well that ends well!

If you have Lose it! for the iTouch or iPhone, add me….my email is Mikki@WorldOfMikki.com.  The fun part is 2 of my sisters are on it and we are watching each other and keep each other accountable.  It’s cool to text little “that a girls” to them and talk about it.  We are trying to get our other sister on there, but she doesn’t have an iPhone or iTouch……but we’ll see about adding her in online…if that’s possible.

But, I’m really liking that I’m doing it with my sisters!

Something else crazy happened to me a few minutes ago.  I was watching Intervention and something came to me about my journey.  I don’t know how or why it came to me, but it did.   I know it was God’s whisper, so I’ve got to listen to it.  I was just sitting here watching it and all of a sudden, it was like I heard my mother’s phone ringing…I saw her answer it….I heard someone tell her.   “Ms. Jackson, this is the police and I’m so sorry to tell you, but we found your daughter Mikki in her apartment.  She passed away today.  There was no foul play, but we just don’t know what happened yet.  Please come down here to claim the body.”   I then saw my mother drop the phone and break down.  It was crystal clear.  It was like it was happening.  I don’t know if I dozed off or not, and it was in the form of a dream….or what….I don’t know how to explain it.  I would NEVER kill one of my sisters….so why am I slowly killing my mother’s other daughter?!!!!!  I can’t!!!!!    I won’t!!!   I’ve GOT to make this happen!!!!  I WILL BECOME HEALTHY!!!!!   THIS WILL NOT BEAT ME!!!!!!

It was rough…I’m trying to cut down the calories and switch it up a bit because I’m on a plateau from hell!  So, at least for a couple of weeks, I need to ramp things up.  So, that’s what I’m doing.  But, good LAWD this is hard today.  I don’t know why, but my eating is soooooo hard.  But, I will see how it goes……pray for me y’all!